STRIVE FOR IT!

aSsalAMuaLaikUm seMua..

bored!! that the right word to describe me right now. Even the clock showing 4.20 a.m in time but I still can;t sleep. Y? Ahh...so painful la. I got double trouble ache and worsing that, it happens in the final exam period. Lol..how I'm gonna studying the stuff with this condition? I'm just leave it to God. Good for His, good for me. So, I'm just keep on studying even my head is likely to exploded anytime. Let it be. I'm just hoping for the best this sem before i step out for a short leave. I want good grade! I want good GPA! I want good CGPA! Pray for me! InsyaAllah :)

Zaman kecik2

Assalamualaikum..

So skunk, xnak ckap pasal mood tp ak gian nak cter pasal xtvt ak n mybe jugak korang time kecik2 dulu. Nak tau? Jom..

Bila ingat balik then smbang ngan kwan2, rasa klakar lak mngenangkan pristiwa zaman skolah rndah dulu.. Problem pling besar bg ak time tu adlah bila hilang stokin..
" Mak, xnak pegi skolah..stokin xde!!" Senang je ann. Haish

Next,

    Haa..yang ni lg layan beb..snggup tipu mak kata sakit semata nak men game ni. Adeh..
    dulu pkai cucuk kat tv je..skang ni dah ley install kat laptop..

 

program susu sekolah!!HAHA.kira hari paling ditunggu-tunggu lah..kadang-kadang menipu cakap tak dapat lagi.padahallllll...dalam beg sekolah yang troli tuh aku simpan.tiba-tiba mengidam weh nak minum susu ni.dulu bukan paket macam ni.dulu putih coklat kan?

sapa yang tak ade koleksi pemadam zaman sekolah dulu memang rugi ah,HAHA.buat lawan pemadam.perghhh..walau aku jarang menang tapi memang banyak beli pemadam nih.HEHE.yang paling suka pemadam negeri macam ni.kalau dapat negeri kita macam seronokk gila..sayang weh nak buat lawan pemadam,kot-kot kalah rugi ah pemadam negeri tuh.dapat kat pihak lawan..wuwuw...satu lagi pembaris ade air kat dalam tuh.yang tu budak pompuan suka

..kan? bnyak je sbnarnya mainan kita time kecik2 dulu. ad yg snggup ponteng skolah nak tgok cter Ultraman waktu pagi. Lg 1, kat sekolah ak x mkan nasi pun. Duit mak bagi buat beli pemadam atau pensil kat sekolah. Fuh, penuh 1 beg ngan barang2 tu. Adeh..miss that moment.

   k lah, t ak smbung cter ni len kali plak..nak cari mood jap. Adios :)

~ Bad Feel ~

Assalamualaikum semua...
Fuh..it's a long time away since I've update dis blog..walaweh!
But y today? Are there is nothing to do instead of updating blog?
Xtually, i;m not in my mood recently.

Why sometimes it feels so hard to make others happy with us? I don’t know about others, but I, sometimes, feel like nothing is going in the right direction..I feel like I can’t do anything, I feel useless. Even I neglected my own important but still..can't make other satisfied. Do i need to satisfy them all equally without having a little difference of attention? Oh..come on! I'm just a normal human that can't treat them equally all the time. Sorry to say, I'm not perfect at all.

One more question playing in the mind? Am i too selfish? Argh..I'm totally confused. What should i do to show that I'm treating them well? Please la..if I am too selfish, I can just think of myself but I'm not. I am the type of person who treat their friends better than themselves which I mean I will do my best for my friends even myself in trouble. So, it is selfish to you? Still not enough? Ok, fine!! Find another friend that can treat you well, then befriend with him/her. Maybe there are something they can give to you but I can't. *sigh*.

Ahh..i can't think anymore. Thinking of it make me feel that my decision to extend my study is the right way. Don't even thinking about others opinion, I can just easily pack up my things and leave. And maybe I'l do it soon. :-)

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Tolonglah jadi Fizul !!

Entah ape2 aje tajuk entry ak kali ni. Entah le,,sejak kbelakangan ni ak jadi makin 'bengong'. Nak pegi kelas pun dah x rase seronok macam dulu (dulu ak suke sngt gi kelas..x suke cuti..hu). Semua yg ak buat skang srba x kena. Ape org2 dulu kata..mandi x basah, makan x kenyang, tido pun x lena. Hmm...
Lg satu, asal nak enjoy ngan kawan2 je, mesti ak rasa x sedap hati. Macam ad sesuatu yg hilang dalam hidup ak.
* sangat benci keadaan ni seyh.

Ak rasa ak boleh jadi gila kalo terus macam ni..
da xtaw pe nak jadi ngan diri ak
hidup da x menentu. mcm org xde wawasan
then trpikir 1 cara..y not ak jumpa kaunselor? simple kan?
huu..not really....
even kaunselor pun makin merumitkan masalah ak..haha (gelak setan).

Lastly, ak ada trpikir 1 lg cara baru...
Ak akan jmpa kaunselor lg sekali..
Then selebihnya ak akan menyendiri.
Skarang pun ak dah cuba menyendiri..dan ak rasa itu yg terbaik.
Kenapa?

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